It feels so right
yet it feels wrong
that I may have convinced myself of something
not true
not natural.
Hell I'm not exactly normal
even though I fight for the balance
of nature.
I am honored to be a voice for those who have no voice of their own
walking in the light
whilst still being of the darkness
shunned by humanity
misunderstood
underestimated so often
and no one really knows who I am
except me
(or those who watch me from beyond I guess)
I dunno....
folks say
this is how it feels when you're a leader
someone who can see thru the haze clouding so many eyes.
I think I have accepted my fate
to climb this tall mountain
daring to believe theres Shangrila beyond those clouds
while no one else is trying hard enough.
Maybe they just simply can't and thats
just the way it is.
Am I a fool to believe in potential others have within?
So often it feels like its a lonely climb to the top.

"A sky full of people but no one want s to fly"
(Sigh) Those are Seals words not mine by the way.

Maybe I need to hangout with more people like people who compose hit songs for Batman soundtracks.