PRETEND BOYFRIEND.

See you
talk to you all the time
you have love for me
nobody knows
sometimes I'm not even sure I know
just how you feel.
Its a secret that we keep
or it might only be a mystery to us.
You keep me in your life man
but its only at a distance
this is all I'm ever gonna get.
Its bittersweet.
This having you
yet not really having you
stings
burns
all the way into my dreams.


THIEF.

Stole my things
stole parts of my life
and if that wasn't enough
you're trying to hack your way
all the way in.
Taking over my computer
hacking my videogames
trolling me online
browsing my posts for ideas
You're meddling poking
to cause a reaction
any kind of reaction
always constantly
listening
or watching
thru electronic devices
just like you listen thru
these walls
sitting in your black car
tinted windows
watching me
watching my life
(Are you laughing at me and these many imperfections?)
and I don't even know who you are.
What do you want?
Why is it so important
that you'd wanna steal your way into my life?