I had another interesting dream yesterday. Might have been influenced by something weird I saw on Youtube. In my dream, I was in a car riding thru a forest on a dirt road with someone when I saw a long giant black and white colored snake.
I was irritable at work this morning. It was because I notice wt times when I call out for my break others will opt to call out for theirs seconds later forcing me to have to wait. There are so many things that co-workers do and honestly most of the time I say nothing because I know nothing will come out of it. Guess we all break the rules sometimes but not having consideration or respect for the people you work with can cause a toxic work environment because folks end up resenting working with you. Sometimes folks might even stay home because they loathe this shit. A Lyft driver said something once that helped me cope with work habits of other people. You just can't expect other folks to have the same work ethics as you. No point in getting upset. Just worry about yourself. They say one way of alleviating stress at work is to "silently quit" That is come in and do the least amount of work possible. My thing is I am usually stressing out because of worry about getting in trouble. Since "the incident with the N" things have been kinda janky with me because it put the spotlight on me. Truthfully this may be something I can never fix. Just thinking about that is stress in and of itself.
I think sometimes when people look at you and you seem to be doing okay they wanna in some ways come for you or mess with you. It might even be on a sub-conscious level when they are doing these things. It is now I am really understanding why some people come to work and refuse to engage with others. You don't want people to dislike you or consider you a conceited jerk but man so many humans are just MESSY.
Speaking of messy...this damn cold is sure taking its time clearing up. I'm blowing my nose frequently and all I did yesterday was stay in bed ALL DAY. Literally. I'd drank some knock-off Nyquil so that surely contributed. I think my mind is so cluttered right now. I'm torn between re-writing the Sasquatch script because of some new inspirations and we're supposed to be having a meeting this weekend. Meanwhile things have really slowed with my comics since the big man moved and needed to focus on getting situated. Nothing has happened for well over six months now and I'm still waiting on lettering for many of the pages with finished and colored art. Its my goal to hang in here awhile longer to save more money but it seems like the solution to my time management is quitting so I can focus on this stuff. It is certainly with risks but I could catch up on so much if I had about three months of being able to write freely without having to worry about work,bills or some of the other stressful things that typically draw my attention. Just pause all the BS. Yeah, I know...be careful what you wish for.
All the Reasons To Break Up. (Or walk away)
You don't make enough money.
You're too light.
Too dark.
Not light enough.
Not dark enough.
Don't like your car.
Don't like your dog/cat/other
Bad credit.
Not educated enough.
Not enough muscles.
Too many muscles.
Too normal.
Not normal enough.
Yo ass too "out there".
Shave damnit!
Get your head out of the clouds and (fill in the blank) like everybody else.
Can't roller skate backward.
Wrong race.
Wrong religion.
Don't drive.
Too short.
Too tall.
Too skinny.
Wrong zodiac.
Too far away.
Can't dance.
Smart a$$.
Dumb azzzz.
Intimidation factor(s)
Don't like your taste in music.
Too fem.
Too masculine.
Too overweight.
Bad sex skills/experiences.
Long nails.
Stank cologne.
Don't have their own place.
Smoker.
Politics.
Youse a celebrity.
Youse a cop.
Youse a snitch/rent a cop (security)
Damn nosey press(!)
Broke ass n*gga
Rich ass n*gga
Too "small"
Too "NOT small!"
No junk in the trunk.
Bad fashion sense.
Family no likey.
You low status foo!
You play videogames? Salutes or tips hat. (melts into the shrubbery)
Where you from?!?
Stankin!
Yo profession is wack.
I heard a rumor.
Too pretty. (or smell too good)
Unpretty.
Medical issues.
I'm DL. You're not.
Scared of commitment.
You are too close to home.
Whatever the reason is you never find out and you think its you buts its really not.
They a HO.
(I'm not sure if I left anything out but I feel like maybe I did.)
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