I wanna know what power is
I wanna know what its like
to walk in a room
not feeling eyes on my
not knowing the things siad
hearing the whispers
feeling the not belongingness
I wanna know the respect
that comes with the power
and the money
and the fame
and maybe oneday
when all the fighting is over
all the hills jumped over
and my mind is right just maybe then
I'll wanna know
wanna truly know
what this thing called love really is.
I wanna look in the mirror
not feeling body shame
not feeling tired
when I am JUST waking up
weighed down with all the shit the world throws at me
people trying to kill me
with their eyes
thoughts
actions seen and unseen
trying to keep me
trapped in the same barrel of despair they wallow in
and I really dont think they know of any other way of life
which is why their so good at hurting me
hurting others
even while they are burning their own houses down
tainting generations to come
with their hate
their evil
their messed up thought patterns.
GOD knows
the gods know
spirits angels
demons
aliens from the earth
the water
outer space and beyond
you all know I have tried
wondering when if ever
are things gonna ever get easier.
I wanna know when that day is
that day when I will know what that power men dream of is coming to me.
I wanna know.
Is it today
was it yesterday
and I passed right by it without knowing
is it tomorrow?
Was it tomorrow
in some alternate dimensions
Did I fail at the wanting in a past life
so I am still chasing after you happiness?
I really gotta know Lord what this power is.
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