Brother man
I am sorry.
So sorry.
We had a bad situation
its been a year now
and you still won't look at me
won't talk to me
not like before
and now
everytime I see you or when I'm in your presence
I feel like shit.
Like I'm nothing.
Less than nothing.
I think in your eyes I have committed
the ultimate sin
and theres nothing I can do to make things better.
God knows I've tried.
But You will always hate me and I need to find a way to make peace with that.
Were you ever my friend?
This is the big mystery and the truth is I likely won't ever know if
the reason we stopped talking is real or all in my head.
All I have is speculations and memories of better days man.
Seems you have been busy spreading the word about me
and the way ya'll act sometimes
you'd think I was the anti-christ or something.
Ima live my life man
no matter what you say or do
otherwise how empty of me
to be so full of you (right?)
Don't have time to waste on your BS.
I'm moving on
don't care what you do at this point.
I won't continue to live in this trap you have created
The past is the past
and I have to grow
So
this ends today.
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