Had a very interesting dream today. In it I was on the road with my father like back in the old days when I would ride with him in his big truck when he did cross country delivery stuff. Seemed real. Of course. I hate that dreaded feeling of having to go to school after everything was over because of how miserable I was much of the time in school. Made me miss my dad though. I called him last week to get his mailing address so I could send him some things later. I'm embarrassed to say I forgot when his birthday is and I am reluctant to ask him. Silly I know.
Reached out to one of the candidates for my next Nerds With Badges episode. He's a cop and big into chess, video games and...well Harry Potter. He's more excited about Hogwarts Legacy than I am. Said he's already pre-ordered. Lets just see if it actually releases on time this time around I say. Potters creator has been in hot water recently with the LGBT community in regards to trans-related statements. Now just like Whoopi Goldberg I don't think she genuinely meant any harm with her statements but we live in an age where people are super sensitive and can misrepresent who you are in a split second. Never mind the fact your entire life body of work cements the fact you are an ally. We are all walking on eggshells afraid to offend somebody and its gotten to the point you have to even be careful about telling jokes. I suppose its not always easy to put the art before the artist. But we have to otherwise...well you dig deep enough you're probably gonna find out something bad about somebody you like. Thats all I'm saying.
An ex-flame of mine wants to come into town in a few months so he reached out to me about what he should do when he gets here. Where to go. I thought it was something he reached out to me because romantically things with us were just awful. Not ALL awful but bad enough I can't go back there again since I have trouble believing things would be different. So yeah he's cute and I am still in like with him yet what should I do in this situation??? Oh yeah Captain Liberia seems to have finally ghosted me since I really don't call him. I do think about him but I just don't really find myself getting excited about somebody I don't think is being honest about certain things. Its none of my business if you have someone else but at least have the decency to tell me the truth... So now I realize why I am going thru that "I don't have "trust energy" for these guys out here right now. Its that and other stuff too. I'm working on my life right now and don't feel I can offer much until my foundation is stronger. There it is.
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