-Listening to Norman Brown on Spotify-
One of my supervisors who has been here almost 30 years is retiring and today will be his last day. (Another co-worker who left recently wants to come back) He came by to say goodbye and to tell me to always be aware of my surroundings here. It felt kinda bittersweet because yesterday one of the other guards told me about a conversation she had with this supervisor who I always thought hated my guts. She said he told her..."Sergio might not seem like he knows whats going on but he might know more than any of us and you can learn some things from him I was pretty damn shocked to be honest. I would always find myself wondering why dude was so hard on me and if it was one of those straight not being cool with gay folk things but I guess maybe some people who may not seem like it can fool me. What I mean to say is sometimes what you see on the surface isn't how they really feel on the inside. People sure can be complicated sometimes.
Been dreaming pretty frequently and waking up early enough to actually see the sunlight. Just have to make sure I go to be pretty soon after I get home from work and also I have to force myself to go to bed by or before 3am otherwise I'll get up too late to really be able to do anything. Usually this might involve me having to take a sleeping pill or doing the "touch myself routine" which doesn't always work. My body is just so accustomed to being awake at night so going to bed early is a real struggle. Still I feel I'm starting to get back to the old me again. Focusing on projects and doing some house cleaning. I have alot of work to do in regards to house cleaning. Its gonna be a pretty damn epic undertaking to get everything the way it should be. Someone said I should donate some stuff and that would certainly make it all easy you know? Paying for storage could be costly. I have gotten to the point where I officially need to be bringing things out of my place and NOT bringing anything new in. I've a big ass tv that if I get rid of will leave plenty of space. My bed (which is really just two queen mattresses) is something I have been meaning to throw out and replace with a futon for awhile plus my carpet desperately needs cleaning. Being in a long state of depression can do this to you. Turn you into a clutter king/queen. This ongoing war with roaches is probably something that is gonna continue. I do buy different poisons every paycheck in order to make sure they can't build a resistance to what I'm using. Back in the day the older management in my building would have an exterminator come spray but this hasn't happened since like the early 2000's. I've even seen a few here at work, Damn things are just about impossible to get rid of. When my place is clutter free hopefully I won't have such a problem with them. I see roaches maybe three or four times a week at the most but to me thats still too much. They get into and ruin anything. I am so worried about my electronics and every now and then I will see some attempting to enter my refrigerator so I have to make sure its closed tightly. Ideally this big clean-up is something that'll be largely underway by the time my birthday rolls around next month. I think it would be nice to be able to have people come over you know? Sir Nathan for example wanted to stay over like two weeks ago as he'd locked himself out of his place but I told him it would not be such a good idea even though he has seen my place. He has offered to help so I'm of the mind I should take him up on his offer. Of course that means when he moves I gotta make sure to reciprocate because I feel guilty about not offering when he moved into his new place. He got himself two kittens. So many folks have animals and I dig it but my place is too small plus I really feel when I do eventually get a fur baby this is something that should be done jointly with a significant other. Am I wrong for thinking that way?
Well my eyes are tired and I really need to get out of here so Ima bounce but I wanna add that I am so happy Microsoft appear to have won the right to aqcuire activision despite Sony and the FTC as well as the CMA's efforts to block it. I think Microsoft needs this in order to be able to compete with Sony and even Nintendo. Guess when I come back here I'll talk more in depth regarding this epic buyout. Its actually the biggest gaming aqcuisition (69 billion republic credits...er dollars) I do so hope we get some kick ass new Spyro and Crash Bandicoot games. Also I am looking forward to playing Call of Duty in some form on my Nintendo Switch. This has been the only Nintendo system without a COD and I don't understand why Activision hasn't at least ported over some of the older games that can surely run on the 7 year old console.
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