So I guess this is the new normal...people urinating on the property here and getting verbally assaulted by people (those who live here and otherwise) also theres the matter of tension with folks who work with me or in other departments. Its not wonder my nerves are shot and I have such a hard time relaxing. Some random nutcase outside started yelling at me as I walked to the entrance to a stairwell to start my break. It was loud and embarrasing and I think this same individual tried to punk me a few weeks ago. So instead of going on my way I simply stopped smiling and said I'm still here. They walked away though. Meanwhile the folks gathered said nothing but looked on in amusement. Well one person said "We live here" I asked "Who was that?" No response. Time for me to get out of here. In other news "The artist formerly known as Mr. Grey eyes" broke off things between us earlier. Maybe he somehow sensed it was coming because we didn't talk the other day. I have really been dreading having "the talk" and now its all done. Nothing left to do but move on. It was for the best and as much as I liked him the truth is we were not compatible. Perhaps I'm not compatible with anyone on this planet. I'm starting to wonder. Still theres so much I have to do. Maybe in this life I just don't have time for relationships or dating anymore.
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