Thursday, January 13, 2022

 Confessions of a sad superhero book 44


They are making it mandatory now for us to get that booster shot for Covid. I honestly don't wanna do it but I need this job so....theres that. I have been here for awhile so the pay is decent and this company has some awesome benefits plus I'm still working on my comics and film projects so I need the steady cash flow. Also I am still leaning towards moving and putting some of my stuff in storage this year is not an option. Its a must. I said for my new years resolution I was gonna set a date for moving yet that hasn't happened as I need to be careful because I don't wanna put myself in a stressful situation. Worrying about paying bills and keeping a roof over ones head is certainly high up there in the stress department. At this point it feels like theres really no way to live a totally stress free life. I mean....here at work co-workers stress me out. People in the street around here stress me out. Last week a crazy guy jumped up yelling and acted like he wanted to fight me when all I did was open the door to go out to the 7/11 and tonight on the bus a crazy guy was standing up babbling loudly to himself and he wasn't wearing a mask.  I had to stand in line behind a person at 7/11 tonight who was taking forever because his card was getting declined then as I was heading towards the store some person who sounded like a trans man cat called me loudly from a car. Thats a thing too. People sitting in their cars watching you and sometimes they'll cruise you or shine the lights in your face to be obnoxious. Sometimes I am hard on myself for all the mental issues I have then I remember its largely from dealing with disturbed individuals thats contributed heavily toward me being this way. So yeah I do try to stay the hell away from people when I can.

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