Confessions of a sad superhero book 43

Well 2021 flew by and its already nearly halfway thru Jan. It feels kinda weird writing 2022 honestly. But its here and its a whole new year of changes. So much has changed since I last wrote here. The officer I was having issues with has left the company. Actually quite a few people no longer work here in different departments. Some left because of Covid related issues. Some found better jobs. Some folks went back to school. I think I may be leaving soon myself. Just trying to get some things done before I make that move. I was pretty sick myself last month. Not sure if it was Covid or not but I was in bed for like four days and lost my appetite. I had a long lasting headache along with hot and cold flashes. Also food tasted weird for a few days. My therapist told me she had Covid which was why we haven't been having regualr sessions for awhile. We have been talking via phone since Covid hit in 2020. Its so hard to believe two years have flown by. I think the world is still in some strange funk since it all began and in some ways it seems we may be going backwards due to emerging new strains. I have noticed people are weird. Weirder than usual. Standoffish. Tempermental and in some cases I know misdirected anger or frustration has been leveled my way. I myself have been feeling in some ways mentally sluggish. Like its hard to stay motivated or focused in some aspects. Creatively I have struggled to maintain momentum and videogames have been a godsend for exercising these brain cells. Romantically I feel numbed. Like I REALLY may have given up. Then again now is not the ideal time for dating I think. As funky as I feel at times at least I can look at the progress of my comic book projects. We will be done pretty soon. Also I am leaning heavily towards becoming a certified content creator on social media but this is something I wanna take my time to plan out carefully. I'm still looking for a structure for my program and I have a few ideas. It would be nice to involve some others to help but you know how it is trying to get folks motivated about anything unless money is involved. So initially (at least) it may simply be me and a camera person. Production meanwhile has stalled on the Sasquatch film however I am working on just releasing the footage we shot because I don't wanna sit on this any longer. It has been two years after all....