I think I had a battle with evil the other day. A simple little battle but I'm not sure if its a win even though the outcome was somewhat favorable. You see I'd posted a cool poster on my Instagram about the new season of "Locke And Key" I just said its a cool show about a family dealing with magical keys. Now obviously I like this show because I have posted about it before but this time this jive turkey posted "Its one of the worst show I've ever seen in my life" My response was "Its generally mean spirited to see someone post about something they like and you come on their post to bash it. Whats the point?" Dude took down his "troll stab" I like this guy. I mean as a friend. he's another security guard and now that I think about it he would be a great candidate for my Nerds With Badges Show. I used to run into him all the time on my way home from our old Highland location because I had to walk past his workplace. Thing is I don't like when folks troll on my shit. If you dislike something don't rain on my parade. Bash it on your own profile or something.
Didn't do much for my birthday. I went to the movies to see "Bullet Train" which I loved by the way. Then I was naughty and stopped by the local Baskin and Robbins for ice cream. Was actually on vacation all last week as my sorta B-Day present to myself. Thought about going to an amusement park but really didn't feel like going by myself so much you know? Still the fact there is literally no one here in Cali who reached out to me to do something kinda makes me feel like I need to get the hell out of dodge because this town has become increasingly lonely. I think the reality is I really don't have any friends here. Just associates who deal with me when they feel like it can benefit them mostly. This doesn't really depress me because I have always been a loner yet I understand one should have some sort of support system in their city/town/state/whatever. I guess I hoped NWB would help scratch that itch. Speaking of...
Damn folks are so fucking flakey and weird. They express interest in what I'm doing then they just ghost and I get the feeling since I am the one with all the passion NWB will be primarily me doing the show. I can do that. Like a month ago I started ordering equipment to shoot my program. I got a backdrop. I got a tripod for my Ipad. I got a light and even a wireless microphone(s?) The only thing missing is an ideal location because I don't wanna do it at my place. I could save money but I have VERY nosey neighbors and I am certain they will try to do something to disrupt my recordings if they happen to overhear anything. This is one reason I rarely talk on the phone at my place because of paper walls. I'll work something out because I definitely wanna shoot a segment this month. I don't really need anyone else because I've plenty to talk about (Microsoft's shadey Xbox Live card racket for one) and another ego might distract me and interfere with my chain of thought.
My comic book projects might be ready to go to print soon. I gotta sit down and look at all the pages. I printed out a few pages just to see what it would look like and it felt really good to see that work and dedication paying off. I might still attempt to film some footage for Sasquatch this month but I gotta pay Steven so he can finish editing the footage we already shot. I know actors probably think I canned the project or flaked or something like that but emotionally these past few years have been literal rollercoaster rides for me. I went thru alot and it nearly broke me but I bounced back with renewed determination. Gotta keep your eyes on the prize to fight through the pain you know? Anyhow its time for me to leave work so thats all for now.
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