(To 3 hours of the best Star Wars music=Youtube)
https://youtu.be/9WGj1bLS-yg?si=ZjN2ctn3nSMJkOGZ
I'm really looking to my upcoming vacation. I will be off work the next four days. Sort of a mini vacation I guess. Since I couldn't get Monday off for the Caesar Chavez holiday I took Tues and Wednesday. Since I have Thurs and Fri off I ended up with four days off back to back. 6 O'clock can't get here fast enough though. I am so done with this place and all the craziness. There was this thick white chick who was yelling and running up and down the halls in the youth housing trying to fight with someone outside. Some dude tackled her to keep her from going out and I was so glad when my relief came to relieve me as I just didn't wanna be over there anymore in case shit jumped off which it did later on. I was so glad I was at another post because the police ended up getting called and the other guards had to deal with that shit. I thank the powers that made me because shit went down right before we were supposed to switch and I woulda been over there. My heart was beating so fast from all the caffeine in my system cuz I'd had coffee with a red bull earlier. Things are getting so crazy around here. Someone pissed in the back of the building and then we have all these tents outside. Someone planted these huge cactus plants in big pots to deter the homeless yet they vandalized the plants the other day. My badge to allow me entrance stopped working suddenly so I'm having to deal with that. Someone drank a V8 I had in the fridge the other day and folks keep leaving that kitchen patio door open which someone allegedly snuck in to steal my shit awhile back. The parking gate still is a big problem as dispatch can't close it and patrolling guards have to keep going to shut it which takes time off our patrols plus folks can sneak in sometimes. Last week an employee had her car stolen and wrecked by the person who stole it and was eventually apprehended. A day later homegirl was right back out on the streets. Just the other day a Hispanic man from another dept made sure he locked and closed an office door when he saw me sitting in one of the conference rooms nearby. It felt like a direct insult or maybe everyone is suspicious since some guards have been suspected/accused of stealing or sleeping in folks offices on breaks. I think of quitting way too often and I feel like I'm a hairs breath away from doing it if anything else crazy jumps off. I'm going to a job fair Saturday because I can't stay in this stressful environment. In the meantime I gotta cut back on my spending. ALOT. Still working on clearing out the clutter from my place though. Getting my bed tossed Friday so I can have more space and probably next month I gotta put some things in storage. Just until I can get my crib more organized cuz right now it looks like a tornado tore through it.